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Friday, March 2, 2012

Weigh-in Day & A Friday Flashback Photo

Goal Weight: 145 lbs
Last week's weight: 142.4 lbs
Today's Weight: 140.4 lbs

...and since it's the first Friday of the month (I've started a little tradition for myself), here is a reminder for ME to never forget what it feels like to be fat.  'Cuz, to be honest, I'm starting to forget a little.

Here I am in December 2005 (~260 lbs) getting my hair braided in some random Caribbean island (maybe St. Thomas?)  'Cuz if you've been on a Caribbean cruise, you know that's what us ladies occasionally like to do.  I remember being so out of breath and HOT, sweaty hot.  Ick.  I couldn't wait to sit down.  Looking back on this photo, I can't get over the ginormous size of my calves.  Yikes.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

The All You Can Eat Buffet is...

Closed!

Somebody's gotten a little more fluffy lately...and I don't mean extra fur.

Pemberley's weight is up by 19%!  That's the equivalent of me gaining 27 lbs! WTF.

It seems that somebody's been doing too much of this:
Hot Blankie Cuddles
Yum.
When somebody should be doing more of this:
Playtime
Therefore, the buffet no longer looks like this:

But rather, it looks like this: portion control with a small dish. Boy, does that sounds familiar. 1/4 cup in the morning and 1/4 cup in the evening.

Here's the official before photo:

Stay tuned for the "after" photo.  Someone will be ready for bikini season in no time!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

The Chicken Dance

First of all, thank you so much for your kind words and support on my last post.  I believe that I've found my focus again and if you've been watching my Facebook posts, you've seen how I am back to logging my food intake.  A neccessary evil.  But it seems to be working...I saw a high of 144.6 lbs on Sunday morning (yikes), but this morning I am already down to 141.8 lbs.

Second, can we please talk about my rotisserie chicken addiction for a sec?  It's kinda a good addiction I suppose since I get most of my protein from chicken....oh and dairy 'n eggs too.

I usually buy one or two rotisserie chickens at my local grocery store each week.  They're about $6-$7 each.

I take the chicken home and immediately carve it up into four or five, 3 ounce servings.  Lots of little Tupperwares hang out in my fridge and are ready to go when I get hungry.  They're easy to take to work for lunches and make a quick dinner when I'm busy in the evenings.  I've been doing this for over two years now.  It's easy.  It works for me.

Anyways, I've been thinking about the quality of those rotisserie chickens that are mass produced and distributed on the huge corporate scale.

A little background for you: I was an Agricultural Business major in college.  I took crazy yet interesting classes that I never use in my real life today like "Soil Science" and "Poultry Science." Yes. I have disected a chicken (feathers and all).  Wait, let me clarify.  My lab partner disected a chicken while I stood a good five feet away.  Anyways, I digress.

One fateful day in Poultry Science class, we took a field trip to Foster Farms in central California.  We got to see the ENTIRE process of how chickens are produced.  We saw live chickens waiting in trucks outside the facility and saw them move through to slaughter, cleaning, and processing.  We saw EVERYTHING.  And I still eat chicken today.  Yum.  I know for a fact that my local large corporate grocery store does not source from a high quality operation like Foster Farms.

So, I thought that I would give this chicken cooking thing a try.  How difficult could it be?

I bought myself a locally produced, organic chicken (by the way, I named her Eloise 2.0).  She cost $13. Ouch.  That's twice the price of my rotisserie chickens.

Being a firm believer in the saying "You Get What You Pay For," I pressed on.

I decided to cook her in the "beer can" chicken style.  But alas, I had no beer, so I used a can of apple juice. I added lots of lemons, lemon juice, salt/pepper, seasonings, and even gave her a fashionable lemon hat and into the oven she went:

Here's how she looked when she emerged from the oven about an hour and a half later. The kitchen smelled freaking AMAZING.

Now, on to the important part...how did it taste?  FABULOUS.  So much more flavor than those rotisserie chickens.

Was it worth the extra work?  Yes, it was.  But I will probably only do this occasionally.  My life's too busy usually.

Was it worth the extra cost? Yes, the better quality and taste was totally worth it.  There's something about the lack of antibiotics and being organically produced that also makes it worth it. 

I'll have to pinch my pennies though and save up.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Struggling

Whoever said this one was right on the money:

"Being fat is hard.  Losing weight is hard.  Maintaining is hard.  Choose your hard."

I've really been struggling with my food choices ever since I returned from London.  It's been about a week now.

I could go into the gory details of all that's gone down this past week...including Peanut M&Ms, Thin Mint cookies, and eating out.  Did I mention eating out?  Oh my.  There's been way too much eating out.

I could make up some lame excuses like "it's the time of the month, the chocolate was calling my name" or "I'm too busy to make good choices" or "blah, blah, blah"  REEDONKULOUS.

I've been trying to wrap my head around why this is happening and I think it has a something to do with the fact that my "honeymoon" phase is coming to an end.  I knew that this was going to happen.  I've heard people talk about how the newness and fun of weight loss wears off after awhile and turns into the "same old, same old."

It turns into life.  Just every day boring-ness.  

I just realized that I've been in maintenance now for almost 15 months now.  That's longer than my losing phase of 14 months.

Sure, I'm still in my goal range of 135-145 lbs and my size 6 jeans still fit onto my ass.

I feel very lucky that I am catching myself now and not after a serious weight gain. 'Cuz this girl can easily gain one pound a day with poor food choices.

It's frustrating.

I can honestly say that I haven't struggled with my food choices this much since the pre-band days.  Seriously.  

WTF.  This scares me. 

Where has my focus gone?

If you find it, please send it back to me.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Friday, February 24, 2012

Weigh-In Day...and the Results Are...

Goal Weight: 145 lbs

Today's Weight: 142.4 lbs

Not too bad considering that I ate my way through London.

Happy Friday!

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

"You can’t cross the ocean until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore."

LONDON!

Where to begin?

OMG. So much to share!

Let's start with the amazing opportunity that I had to meet up with the one and only Nora from A Traveling Bandita.  She has lost over 128 pounds with a lot of hard work and her band.  A freaking rock star in my book!  She's a very lucky lady to be living in London. I'm so jealous. We spent almost two hours catching up over tea and coffee at a local cafe.  Nora has so many amazing trips coming up that she will soon tell us all about.  I can't wait!

Onwards to a London Non-Scale Victory (NSV)...Yes, please.  Every time that I was in London previously, I would visit Trafalgar Square and wish that I could climb up on the monuments like the other tourists.  But alas, I was never strong enough and/or too heavy.  Well, I can now say that I've climbed those monuments and alive today to tell the tale:



How about some food porn? Oh yeah.  Sign me up.

I can officially say that whoever coined that STUPID saying that "nothing tastes as good as thin feels" never enjoyed a traditional British caramel sticky toffee pudding with homemade vanilla ice cream and custard.  This is a horrible photo, 'cuz it kinda looks like a nasty hamburger patty, but oh no...I can say that this is the best dessert that I have ever eaten...in...my...entire...life.  I am already hunting down a recipe online to recreate it  If you have a a good recipe, please help this sista out:
Rich Caramel Sauce + Cake = PERFECTION
On the other hand, whoever did coin that stupid phrase, has indeed tasted a traditional full English breakfast.  Bleh.  I didn't even want to taste it.  And I didn't.

And just went you think that you've seen it all...while we were waiting for our return flight, Carnival dancers showed up in the duty free shopping mall at London Heathrow's Terminal One for an impromptu 15 minute performance.  They were crankin' out some serious moves.  A lot of Zumba moves to be specific.  I shoulda joined in, but unfortunately I had forgotten my feathers at home.  Darn.  I think that this performance was in celebration of Fat Tuesday.  By the way, what are you going to give up for Lent?  Church? Yeah, me too.

Lastly, here's a "before" (2006) and "now" (2012) comparison pic.  Yes, I know, my sad Photoshop skills have plateaued:

Overall, I had a fun and memorable time in London.  Why is it that vacations are never long enough?  I wish I could have stayed longer.  Oh well, time to start planning my next trip.  Where will I go next?  Anybody know how many days until Chicago BOOBs 3.0?

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I'm Back From London!

I have so many stories to tell you.

I have so many photos to show you.

I even met up with a banded blogger in London. Lucky me!

I'm too tired and jet-lagged to make sense right now.

So you'll just have to wait until tomorrow for all the juicy details of all that went down in London town.

Stay tuned...

- Posted from my iPhone

Friday, February 17, 2012

Weigh-in Day...

Or is it?

Hmmmm...

I think I'll be "minding the gap" instead.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Two New Banded Bloggers!

Here are two new bloggers that could use some BOOBs love and support.

http://pregnantwithlapband.blogspot.com/
This blogger is sharing what it's like to be pregnant with a band.

AND

http://mylapbandjourney2012.blogspot.com/
This blogger will be banded on February 24th and is doing her pre-op liquid diet.

Please stop by their blogs and say hello.

Thanks!